I feel as if I have two very distinctly separate lives. Glendale and Hollywood—two homes, two groups of friends, two sets of “parents”, two realities. Like I live in the Baby Sitter’s Little Sister books (ever read those, they’re wonderful lawwwwwwl). And I’d been missing out on the one in Hollywood for quite a while. But today (yesterday ?) was really nice. Anude, Lili, and I swam a little and hung out like we haven’t in a really long time. Then Inessa came back from driving to San Fran to have lunch at Denny’s (crazy ass family or what? we have a Denny’s here, you know hahahaha) and I got a good dose of her too. Citywalk tomorrow to stalk Anude’s date. ;D I’d missed our weird ass schemes. Hahahaha. <3
There is this one machine that works by you spreading your legs open and closing them. It’s pretty awkward, but hey, that’s life. I ran into my old trainer, Karissa, today. She said it’s been two years since she’s worked with us. Wow, has it been that long? I need to start working out more. I feel obese and am really getting sick of my body. Twenty days till school and hopefully minus 10 pounds? Wewt.
Side note, I know I’m not fat, or close to it. But I am a work in progress in my eyes. If I wasn’t I would lose my mind. So don’t freak out please.
This woman. Is fuuuuuuuuuucking insane. It is August the second (ended two hours ago hahaha) and this girl finally turns 17! And of course we need to celebrate her one-more-year-until-you-can-buy-porn-and-smoke-that-shit-legally-(maybe?) birthday, and I wait for a call. But no. It’s already 5 pm. She still has no idea what’s going on. So I suggest that we go to Aden’s house to swim or something, even though I was nottt in the mood to do anything. At all. I was actually pretty sad, but I’ll write about this later maybe.
So we get to his house around 8ish, and honestly, I didn’t expect a good time at all because of my mood. But mister Rene and his camera cheered me right up. The rest of the night was awesometastic. We swam in warm pool water (did Aden pee in it? I don’t wanna know), had a couple of photoshoots, and cheeeled. I won’t say much more because I’m tired as hell and I’m waiting for my hair to dry; but let’s just say we had to call the police on my phone? I don’t know what the hell that sound was because I didn’t hear it, but we were pretty sure it was a gunshot. o.o I hope we were wrong.
Anyway, wrapping this up. (: I hope you had a wonderful, wonderful birthday Alenoush. <3 I sure as hell enjoyed it. I loves youu.
PS While in the pool I had this cheesy horror scene idea. So, this group of friends is swimming in a pool at night, celebrating a birthday party (jusst like us whuuut??) when they decide to see who can hold their breath underwater the longest. So they play, and all of the friends come up……except one. DUN DUN DUN. So at first they’re pretty impressed with how long she can hold her breath, but then it gets old. So they tell her to get up, and she doesn’t. Getting annoyed they drag her out but………………………..she’s gushing blood and is dead. THERE’S A KILLER IN THE POOL. And maybe you’re next. Hahahahaha. Okay, I had to. It’s classic.
“I wonder how so many people who preach love so happily spread hate and are too cowardly to call it what it is. and the way that they act like they’re the ones that are targeted and persecuted all the time, I know, I’ve been there. I’ve heard their ‘poor us’ speeches about how the world will try to destroy them and that they have to get past it. they act like they have it so bad, when even the government sides with them. maybe they get made fun of a little bit. well, we get raped, attacked, harassed, killed. we get discriminated against under the law. we get treated like we have a disease. or that we’re posessed by satan or some other crap. we get blamed for world crises. and you know, it sure is a pretty terrible thing we do. be in love. and often, not even publicly because we’re so afraid of what can happen to us if people see. some are so afraid that they feel the need to end their lives. we are not demons or monsters or perverts. we’re people. we’re regular people. and we’re everywhere you look. we’re in your family, we’re your friends or your friends’ friends, your co-workers. we’re not out there plotting to destroy the world, or convert your children to our little ‘cult’, we’re out there living our lives. and for that we’ve been treated like garbage, and now even compared to nazis. open your eyes. you want to wipe us out. out of the two of us, who is more like a nazi? the one whose goal is to wipe out an entire group of people or the one whose goal is to live life and not get killed by some sick drunken hate crime? it just makes me so sick, that these disgusting people are allowed to treat other human beings this way and for what? for what?”—
Miss Rachel Lynn Carson <3
Remember that a man is not defined by his sexuality. Nor is his sexuality defined by him.
Lili: Omg…guys do you feel that? Is it raining?!?!?!
Today was wonderful. I’d missed mah grrlz. I hadn’t seen them in what seemed like years and it was upsetting as hell. But every time I feel like we’re growing apart, a single day brings us back together.
So Rene, Anude, Inessa, Lili, and I watched The Ugly Truth and cheeeled. Faaaaaaaaaaaaanny shit. You’ll never know…until you see it. ;D Hahahahaha. And mister Rayray fits in with the girls quite nicely hahaha.
AND I read 20/80 pgs of the driver’s handbook. So far I’m on track with the summer goals. Gym tomorrow. (: Rachel day soon. <3 She is, after all, the girl I miss most.